Another Chance
A Singaporean I got to know when I was in Chiangmai called. She is going back to Chiangmai in August to do a massage course - in my school. So called to find out about it. Speaking to her brought back all the memories again. Of Chiangmai and the people. Of my massage class and ... Him. Hmmm. Toying with the idea of getting my friend to pass him a letter, but wondering about his compentency in English. Haa. His written English really isn't good. Speaks fine though.. Enough to understand easily, but writes horribly. Haa.. Can't even spell "ear"!! (He was writing out the answers to the energy lines during our written test, but couldn't spell some parts of the body. Haa .. Yes.. All very kelong one.) Wonder if he will attempt to contact me through email after receiving my letter. Wonder if we will be able to set up a correspondence of sort. Wonder...
Thought I will have a lot of emotions when I think of Him again.. Didn't.. Truly.. Guess it doesn't take too much to lose your attachements to someone. Just give yourself a bit of time.. Time Heals. It really does. Even now, given the prospect of communicating with him once again, I do not feel the tugs of the heart as before. The heart wrenchedness has gone completely. Thank Buddha. Hee.
I just wish to be able to start corresponding with him again. Maintain a friendship. Hey... After the 1 year internship, I still want to go back to Chiangmai and do more massage classes! Only make good sense to have a local friend ah.. Have someone to rely upon in times of need. 出外靠朋友嘛。Oh well.. Hopefully he does get back to me somehow... Hopefully.
Thought I will have a lot of emotions when I think of Him again.. Didn't.. Truly.. Guess it doesn't take too much to lose your attachements to someone. Just give yourself a bit of time.. Time Heals. It really does. Even now, given the prospect of communicating with him once again, I do not feel the tugs of the heart as before. The heart wrenchedness has gone completely. Thank Buddha. Hee.
I just wish to be able to start corresponding with him again. Maintain a friendship. Hey... After the 1 year internship, I still want to go back to Chiangmai and do more massage classes! Only make good sense to have a local friend ah.. Have someone to rely upon in times of need. 出外靠朋友嘛。Oh well.. Hopefully he does get back to me somehow... Hopefully.

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