Grandma

Just came back from visiting my grandma. She has been a naughty grandma. Eating all the stuff she isn't suppose to eat when she has serious high blood pressure and diabetes. My mom was scolding her, but she wasn't listening. Went on and on about her being old already, time for her to leave. Even said that it's a blessing to die now then continue to live another minute. Rather upset to hear her say that. Yet, I kind of agree. When I am old and frail, I rather die earlier than continue to hang round on Earth wasting my time, after all ain't heaven the best place to be. Well, hopefully I will go to heaven lah... Don't think I've done any major crimes yet that constitute the 18 levels of hell... Haa.
I used to be very close to my grandma. She especially dotes on me and my siblings cos my mom is her only daughter. Feeling guilty recently for haven't been visiting her regularly. Haven't visited her a few months actually.. Exams, travel and work.. But really, these are just excuses. I don't want to regret when she really leaves me for heaven... I don't want to regret not having spent more time with her.. As such, I resolve to visit her at least once every 2 weeks.
Grandma, may you live to a ripe old age in good health.