Alternative Motivation

Bought two skirts recently... Sigh, was on a rampage again. That's the result of being alone in Orchard and with sale going on. Spent $80 in Espirt on 2 skirts. On retrospect, I was really splurging way overboard. Sigh. But I just can't seem to help it... Argh.

Anyway, showed my mom the new skirts and she said, "Wah, so big. I probably can wear too." True enough, she could. Not a surprise really, since I have always known that we wear pretty much the same size clothes. That idea never made an impact on me until today. I consciously realised - Oh my buddha! I wear the same size clothes as my mom! She had given birth to 3 children, in her mid-fifties and went through menopause.. Naturally she has a big tummy that once contained me. And me, at just 23 years old, wearing the same skirt size as her!!! Argh!! Guess the only blessing that comes out of this very demoralising fact is that we can share our clothes, well at least make the most out of the $80... Sob.

Immediately, after the episode, I went to the living room and put on the OTO tummy trim vibrating belt.. I guess I was indirectly trying to console myself, that soon my clothes will be exclusive to myself only... if you know what I mean. Sigh, when will that day come!?! Maybe should use this as my motivation to lose weight!

Side note: Saw this in the chinese paper today describing a Sagittarius. Thought I fit the description to say about 80%.. What do you think? (Bold - points that think fit me pretty well, the rest are points I am striving to develop! Hee!)

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崇尚自由，无拘无束，追求速度的感觉，生性乐观，热情，是享乐主义派。有阳刚的气息，宽大体贴的精神。喜欢新的经验与尝试，尤其是运动及旅行。永远无法被束缚，不肯妥协，同时又具备人性与野性，精力充沛且活动力强。有着远大理想，任何时候和地方都不会放弃希望和理想。