I can't believe this!! Destiny!

Think Buddha is making fun of me! Think he is looking down from heavens up high and laughing. If not, how could I have receieved an email not from Him but from his half-brother!?!? Argh! I've been waiting for an email from Chiangmai for so long, but what I get was a reply from the Director - thanking me for the message I left on their website! I don't want a reply from the director, I want a reply from Him! I want to know how he has been in the past week since I left? I want to know if he wants to remain in contact and be friends!? Argh.. I hate this! I hate the irony!! Why!?!? Buddha, can you stop laughing at me and get Him to email me!? Or is this your way of making me forget Him? Maybe I should just accept the destiny you laid out for me...