A Pang of Regret

Was viewing my friend's photos of Sri Lanka. Suddenly felt that pang of regret of not bringing my camera to Thailand again. Was very xiao sa initially. Didn't bring, then didn't bring loh. So what? If the places I've visited are really wonderful, I will commit them to memory. But who am I kidding? I should have known better that my tiny brain can't remember so many things. Sigh, now can only regret. Would so love to have captured all the sights of Thailand I saw. The beauty of the locals' hospitality to the sadness of the lamed beggers. And of cos.. Haa.. Him. Though I don't feel anything when I think of him anymore, but still, to be able to retain a picture of Him would be nice. I'm actually toying with the idea to fly to Chiangmai again! Just to take photos of all the places I've been. But then everything will be different. The spontaneity of photography would be lost. Many of the people I've known have left. Things are no longer the same.. Same place but different scenerio. As the director always say "Same Same But Different".
Well.. this teaches me. Time to invest in a camera!!! Sigh..