How do I live without you...

I've known her for 8.5 years and gosh, she ever amazes me. Within an hour, she sorted me out! Must thank Buddha for bringing her into my life. How will I ever survive if I had not known her? Now, feeling so at ease! SY: how do I live without you? I want to know... I am back to my usual self. Thoughtless and brainless... I miss being so carefree! Found out too that my honours classmate will be joining me for the internship. Won't be so tough now, going into it with someone I know. Also like SY said, I was just too worried and concern. Not bo chap ,which is a good and natural thing in face of another phase in life. I can do this.. I may even love this. Yes.. I may even love it.
Even Him.. though me and SY never talked abt Him, but somehow my heart no longer flutters when I think of him. Can only smile at the times he made me laughed. It is now just a memory that brings a smile to my face. I am so glad.
Saw Nat's reply today. She's leaving for Oz tmr. Will be meeting her bf and they have sorted it all out. So glad for her. Hope things work out. Wish you all the best Nat. Many Buddha's blessings.
Now that I can look back at all the entries and laugh at them, laugh at my silliness, laugh at my worries. Think I have the courage to share my blog with my close friends. Yes.. think I can.
I am so relief and happy!! Now, what should I do for the next 2 weeks? WL wants me to go Laos.. but not enough time. Think I have to disappoint her again. Argh.. but I do so want to go!!! Damn..... Laos... do I have to wait another year again!?!?