Yearning

惨了。 越想,越想飞走。现在，满脑海里都是清迈的画面。Talaat Chiangmai, Wat Chedi Luang, Doi Suthep, Massage School, Tickky Cafe, Thaiway Guesthouse, Thanon Wualai, Saturday and Sunday Bazaar, Banana Guesthouse, Riverside Restaurant, Rooftop bar... and zillions of other places... 好想就放纵地上网订机票，如果订到了，我就飞去；没订到，我就任命。But I guess I will never have the courage. What do I tell my parents if I really do bought the tickets and go? Sigh.. think I am crazy. Why can't I be contented with the lazy life I am leading now. Just enjoy and relax until work starts. Why still so 心痒痒, always thinking of flying away!?!? I must learn to be at ease and enjoy the luxury of being home!

But Ah! So envious of people who can be abroad.. One of my friend is going to Carribeans to work for 1-2 years! Carribeans! Sun, sand and sea! Everyday! Argh...