Friday, November 04, 2005

In Thailand - Part One

Just saw Him this morning, still as cheeky as ever, but think I am used to it and am more receptive. Haa. He held my hand to guide me across the floor, hold my wrist to check my pulse etc. Asked me out for dinner again tonight, but declined. Why? Well. I can't possibly leave G alone in CM when she's not familiar with the place. He isn't keen to have a 3 persons dinner either so have to zuo4 ba4. But think I will ask him tmr if he wants to have dinner on Sunday night instead.. Still feeling guilty about the expensive dinner we had last time round, want to treat him back. It's nothing really.. harmless flirting between friends, we both know nothing is coming out of it. So why not just have fun.. Oops. Do I sound very shameless? Haa.
Been in Thailand for 7 days already. Frankly speaking, this trip isn't as enjoyable as I envisaged. Me and G aren't exactly compatible for travelling. Not that there are lots of tension. Problem between us is we dun have common conversation. Both of us just aren't good at making conversations... I'm terrible at it. Think she is worst. More often than not, it's silence between us. Not unbearable, just bit awkward at times.
Also, guess I'm not quite cut out for being responsible for another. I'm the more experience one here, so have the obligation to look after her. Dun find tiring, just that sometimes find it hard to 2nd guess what she is thinking. She sometimes would
say it's fine or alright with whatever choices we've made, but later would complain about it. E.g. Had to spend a night at Bangkok in between ourKanchanaburi and Ayutthaya trips, so decided to stay near the train station to catch the early morning train. Headed for a very dilapidated place.. It's called Sri Hualumphong Hotel. A 1930s Shanghainess lookalike hotel.. Very old and dingy. The rooms are very old and bare basic. Asked her if she's fine with it.. She said alright. So we stayed for the night. The place is a challenge to tolerance, but after the night, been hearing her complain about the place again and again. This is something I didn't expect. Thought she is understanding enough.. Afterall since u agreed to the place, should not keep complaining about it. It wasn't as if there weren't other choices available. Got quite irritated this afternoon when she talked abt it again. Sigh.. Anyway, will be having some personal space of my own these few days cos doing the foot massage course.
Got lots more stories to tell.. Including about a nice thai guy whom I meet by chance on a wrong bus.. and his gross me out friend! Haa.
Stay tune!

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